February 18th 2018 I was on a night shift on my year 1 hub placement. At midnight, my first placement allocation of year 2 was due to go live. I nervously logged on around 00:30 to find it said access denied! I was so disappointed to not be able to see my placement allocation, it said it was a medical ward but did not have the name of the placement area, at this time I thought it was just mine saying this. I kept refreshing the page throughout the night but it didn’t change. The next day, I realised that all my cohort had the same message. After some emails and phone calls to the placement team from other students, we were told it would go live the next day.
Later on that evening, I saw a Facebook status from someone in my cohort about their placement allocation. I was so nervous to log on again and check as there were a couple of areas I would have preferred not to have been allocated due to them being similar to my first year hub. I logged on to the placement allocation area and it was there.
I HAD BEEN ALLOCATED ITU/HDU FOR 6 WEEKS!!! 🎉🎉
I was so excited, this was an area I had hoped to receive as a placement but didn’t think I would. After the excitement, the usual doubts set in. I was worried that I would be at a disadvantage having been in a community hospital for first year. I didn’t think I would have the knowledge necessary to have a good placement on an acute ward, especially one as specialist as ITU/HDU. I had two weeks at university between being on placement as a first year and going back to placement as a second year. I wondered how much more knowledge I would be expected to have being a second year on placement.
I walked in on my first day and I was terrified. I felt so overwhelmed, I had no idea what any of the machines were for or how the paperwork was filled in. I was worried I didn’t know an acute ward routine and that I would have a bad placement. My mentor was lovely and put all my worries to rest straight away. They do not expect you to know the machines or the routine as you’ve never been there before. She talked me through the daily checks and morning routine. There was a NQN on my first day as well and she was great at making me realise there’s nothing to be worried about and that even if you’re qualified and choose to work on ITU/HDU, you won’t know everything and it is all a learning curve. During my first shift, comments were made to me about applying to work there once I qualify and these have since been mentioned on my following shifts as well, so I must be doing something right! The feedback from my mentor has been positive and I feel like I know the routine a little more now. I am a quick learner so I seemed to pick up the paperwork side of things quickly and by lunchtime on the first day, I was completing the hourly obs on my own meaning my mentor could concentrate on other areas of patient care.
On my first night shift, I was drawing up a vial of Pabrinex and managed to get it all over the floor and myself! Luckily, my mentor and another staff nurse had a good laugh about it and that put me at ease. They said everyone manages to get it on them once during training, which was a relief to know I wasn’t the only clumsy one! I had 2 weeks on HDU and I am now doing 4 weeks on ITU, I have followed my mentors rotation. At my trust, the staff nurses employed on ITU/HDU do a rotation, they spend 8 weeks on HDU and 16 weeks on ITU.
I seem to have fitted into the team really well and can definitely see myself applying to work there, I just need the job to appear on NHS jobs now 😊
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