I can now officially say that I am a second year student nurse! There have been times throughout this first year that I thought I would never be able to say that, I haven’t found the assignments to be particularly challenging but I have doubted myself in every way possible this year. Is my writing good enough? Am I good enough on placement? Will I ever have the right amount of knowledge to qualify?
I’m sure these are thoughts that a lot of us have had and will have again throughout the next 2 years of our journeys!
I am excited to get started with year 2 and get some more assignments, it seems like forever since I had anything to research and write about 😂 Although I may not be saying that once I get the dreaded research assignment!
My first placement of year 2 will be on ITU/HDU for 6 weeks, with 2 weeks annual leave in between. However, I won’t be off for the 2 weeks as I will be working at my bank job. I do have a visit to Harry Potter Studios to look forward to on the 6th April though!
I have so many expectations for second year, mainly due to what other students have said and things I have read on Internet forums. I am worried about the year 2 blues (although I worry about everything as you will know if you follow me on twitter, so that is nothing new 😂). I know I have a fantastic support network around me to get me through if the year 2 blues do hit.
I doubted myself so much at the beginning of the course and I still do now, it’s a confidence thing and I think I’ll always be the same. I’m not the kind of person to admit to feeling like I’m good at something and would always rather play my skills down instead of shouting about them. Despite some amazing feedback from both my year 1 placements, I still have doubts about my abilities. I can see how much I have grown throughout this first year though and hope to continue to grow throughout year two.
In year 1, I achieved grades between 70-98% and would love to keep this high standard up throughout year 2 now that the grades start to count towards my final degree classification. I make no secret of the fact that ideally I want to qualify with a first so I need to keep focused on that goal.
During first year, my future focus has shifted from ward work as I now feel this is not where I can see myself in the future. I still have a passion for cardiology though so I’m keeping my fingers crossed for a placement on the cardiology ward at my placement hospital. My next placement is something completely different to my year 1 placements and I am excited to get started on there.
Let me know how you found year 2 and if you have any tips for me 😊